Vogue Williams, 40, has revealed she had two miscarriages before she fell pregnant with her fourth child, including one “awful and heartbreaking” loss just a year ago. In a candid video shared on her YouTube channel, the presenter opened up about her emotional journey, saying she felt “like her body had failed her” after experiencing the loss.
Vogue, who is married to Spencer Matthews, already shares three children with him — Theodore (7), Gigi (5), and Otto (3). She described her pregnancy journey as “nervous,” with the memories of her past miscarriages still fresh in her mind.
The Heartbreak of Miscarriages
Vogue recounted her first miscarriage, which occurred early in her pregnancy, before she gave birth to Gigi in 2020. The loss was difficult but not as traumatic as her second miscarriage last year. At her 12-week scan, she was devastated to learn that the pregnancy was not progressing, and the embryo had not grown. She shared that she had already told a few people about the pregnancy, including her children, and was ready to share the news with her family, but the diagnosis left her heartbroken.
Describing the experience, Vogue said, “It was awful… I felt embarrassed having to tell everybody. I just felt like my body had failed me.” She also admitted that she was nervous about trying again after the heartache, but ultimately felt grateful for the chance to be pregnant once more.
Current Pregnancy and the Emotional Journey
The couple’s latest announcement about expecting their fourth child was made in April 2026, and Vogue admitted she still has anxiety over the pregnancy. She shared that despite her joy, she finds herself constantly nervous, and feeling symptoms like morning sickness brings her comfort, reassuring her that the pregnancy is progressing as it should.
Vogue’s partner, Spencer Matthews, also reflected on their struggles, stating that the journey to get pregnant with their fourth child has been “harder” than before. The couple expressed their excitement but admitted that the road to this pregnancy has been difficult for both of them.
Family and Future
Despite their past challenges, the couple is thrilled to welcome a new addition to the family. In their social media announcement, they shared heartwarming photos from their recent family trip to St. Barts, with Vogue showing off her baby bump in a black and white bikini. The family appeared joyful, with Spencer lovingly gazing at Vogue, as they celebrated their growing family.
The couple’s love story has been subject to public scrutiny in the past, with rumors of a potential split. However, Vogue has always maintained that their relationship is strong, and their latest family milestone proves their enduring love. The couple remains focused on their truth and their children’s well-being amidst the noise of gossip.
Looking Ahead
As Vogue continues her journey through this pregnancy, she remains hopeful and focused on the joy that awaits. Her openness about her struggles serves as a source of comfort for others who may be going through similar challenges. With the support of her family and fans, Vogue is looking forward to the arrival of their fourth child, ready to embrace the future with her loved ones.
