In a deeply candid conversation, Paris Fury revealed her personal struggles, sharing the dark thoughts that have haunted her, and the emotional toll of supporting her husband, heavyweight champion Tyson Fury, through his battle with depression. Speaking on Jamie Laing’s Great Company podcast, Paris, 40, laid bare her feelings of helplessness, despair, and the times she considered leaving Tyson due to the overwhelming pressure of his mental health struggles.
Fearing Early Death: Paris’s Dark Thoughts
Paris admitted that she has always carried a “dark thought” that she might die young, leaving her large family behind. “I’ve always had a thought that I will get an illness and die young. That’s a thought I’ve always had. And that’s a really weird, dark thought, isn’t it?” she shared, her voice tinged with vulnerability.
When Jamie Laing remarked that many parents experience similar fears, particularly when they have children, Paris agreed, adding, “I think it’s the thought of leaving them, leaving everyone behind.” This chilling fear has lingered in her mind, especially given the pressures of being a mother to seven children and supporting Tyson through his ongoing battles with depression.
Tyson’s Struggles with Mental Health
Tyson, who has been open about his mental health struggles, has shared the devastating toll depression has taken on him over the years. In the past, he has spoken about the “suicidal thoughts” that plagued him and even attempted to take his own life in 2016 by driving his Ferrari into a bridge.
Paris discussed how difficult it was for her to witness Tyson spiraling during his lowest points. “You’re going through hell,” she said, recalling the immense strain of supporting her husband during his darkest moments. “And as the partner to that person, it is extremely difficult to stay strong for them. But then you also try and stay strong for yourself.”
During this time, Paris was managing their household, raising three young children, and pregnant with their fourth. “I was trying to run the house. I was trying to keep everything afloat, trying to keep everything out of the media, trying to keep the family going,” she explained. “And I had a husband that was just on a hellbound mission to a train wreck.”
Contemplating Leaving Tyson
There were moments during Tyson’s depression when Paris felt overwhelmed to the point where she considered leaving him. “There was a couple of times I thought about leaving,” she admitted. “But I was reminded of our wedding vows, which were ‘in sickness and in health.'”
Paris reflected on how difficult it was to balance her own emotional state with the demands of caring for Tyson and their children. She described how, as a young woman with young kids, it felt like an impossible task. She was overwhelmed by her hormones during pregnancy, struggling to maintain a sense of control and stability in the home. Tyson’s struggles with alcohol and substances added to the tension.
She recalled, “He’d come home crying. He’d be depressed. He’d want to end his life. And that was on him, but it was upsetting for me.” Paris made it clear that while Tyson’s issues were detrimental to himself, it still had a profound effect on her, both emotionally and mentally.
“I used to try and keep it. Thank goodness the kids were very young, so they didn’t witness it like they would now, where they would know what was going on,” she said, reflecting on how much they tried to shield their children from the darker side of Tyson’s struggles. Despite all the turmoil, Paris found herself clinging to the promise she made to her husband on their wedding day, determined to honor the vows they made to each other.
A Moment of Clarity: Tyson Gets Help
Paris also praised Tyson for seeking help. “Thank goodness Tyson got to a point where he knew he wasn’t going to manage it on his own,” she said. After consulting with psychiatrists and getting diagnosed with depression, Tyson’s outlook began to improve. Paris described the moment of diagnosis as a turning point. “It made it feel so much better,” she explained. “It was like, you’re not actually insane. Like, I know you have a problem, and it has a name.”
This breakthrough in understanding gave Paris the strength to keep going, and over time, Tyson’s willingness to address his issues helped ease the burden on her. Despite the heartache, Paris has continued to support her husband and raise their children, all while navigating the complexities of their family life.
Raising Awareness: Paris Reflects on the Butterfly Effect of Mental Illness
Paris also shared her admiration for Tyson’s bravery in speaking out about his struggles. “I know he’s helped a lot of men out there by talking about what he’s been through,” she said, praising her husband for using his platform to raise awareness about mental health and the stigma surrounding depression. Tyson’s decision to open up has inspired countless others to seek help.
However, Paris reminded listeners that the effects of mental illness extend beyond the person suffering. “Sometimes what we sort of forget during that time is we look at the person who is suffering, who’s going through that mental health, whatever that may be — depression, anxiety, whatever it is. But we forget about the butterfly effect. The people are also affected.”
Her words highlight the silent impact that mental health struggles can have on those around them, especially family members, who often find themselves in the position of caretaker and emotional support.
Behind the Scenes: The Fury Family’s Life on Netflix
In the second season of At Home with the Furys, viewers get an inside look at the family dynamic of Paris and Tyson, showcasing their life in Morecambe, along with their seven children. The series explores Tyson’s attempt at retirement, his ongoing battles with mental health, and his role as a father. Paris’s vulnerability in the latest season provides a raw and honest portrayal of the struggles she has faced both as a wife and as a mother.
As Tyson continues to manage his mental health, Paris remains his steadfast support system. “I love my husband,” she said. “And that’s it. I love him.” Despite the difficulties they’ve faced, Paris’s commitment to Tyson and their family remains unwavering, proving that their bond is built on love, resilience, and mutual support.
A Family’s Journey of Healing
Paris’s story is a powerful reminder of the impact of mental illness on families and the importance of seeking help when needed. It is also a testament to the strength of the human spirit, as Paris has faced immense challenges but continues to stand by her husband and their children through thick and thin. As they continue to raise their family in the spotlight, the Furys are proving that even in the darkest times, love and support can light the way forward.
Paris Fury’s openness about her struggles is not only brave but serves as a beacon of hope for others dealing with similar challenges. Through her strength, she is helping break the silence surrounding mental health and reminding us that it’s okay to seek help and support.
